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我讀大學的時候特不安分，都說年輕的時候總是輕狂，愛做夢，而我只剩下狂。

我幻想過當學生會主席會不會很過癮，走到哪里都能被簇擁。我幻想過學習年年拿國家獎學金拿到手軟，班上同學都自嘆不如。我還幻想過大學碰見一個主動追我的姑娘，從清晨到暮晚，從校服到婚紗，羨慕死周圍所有人。

事實上，我沒有當過學生會主席，也沒有拿過國家獎學金，更沒有遇見追我的姑娘。因為我不知道，塵世間所有的幸運，都是需要付出足夠大的努力才能獲得。

我很沮喪，我原來覺得自己已經很努力了，后來才發現遠遠不夠。努力和目標之間的鴻溝，我沒有選擇去

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