當一切事情已成事實，所有的一切都已塵埃落定，世界自然是一片清明。終于有時間，全身心地去做自己愛的事情了，不用再為那些瑣事所擾，心無旁騖地去追尋自己失落已久的夢想了。這是多么幸福與不幸的事情。

起初還懷揣夢想，興致盎然地去努力去期待，等真相襲來才覺得一切都是多么的蒼白無力。無才可去補蒼天，枉入紅塵些許年。不過轉念一想，其實得不到未嘗不是一種幸福，上帝忘了給我打開門，可是上帝卻給我打開了一扇窗，我終于可以有時間閑下來，做自己求學時代為完成的事情了。有時間靜下心來，反思自己了。

一片葉子即將掉落，我是世界上唯一看見的人。大學時代的我們一切都是新奇而迷茫的，甚至不知道自己將來要干什么?理想和抱負似乎都是在沒有成為315學校的學生之前而煙消云散。一切都似乎隨著擠千軍萬馬的獨木橋之前，被擠掉了，生活除了吃喝拉撒睡和按部就班地學習，真的不知道還剩下什么？思想的空洞似乎把人都吸附到一個深深的黑洞里去了，那個時候的我們總是想得太多，做的確很少很少，一個微不足道的勤工儉學的工作，大家都削尖了腦袋都要擠進去，似乎這樣都能在畢業以后，順利地找到工作似的，想在想想都覺得可笑，我們是付費來學習的，不是來付費來打雜工的，可是那個時候我們似乎都不太懂，都為了一粒小小的芝

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