讀初中的時候，家里很貧窮。一雙黃球鞋穿一年，衣服也是補了又補，一副灰頭土臉的樣子。由于自卑，學習更是一塌糊涂。因此，常常遭到同學們的嘲笑和鄙視。我曾經憎恨過那些嘲笑我的人，甚至產生了退學的念頭。

那是一個插秧的時節。我背著書包，到家已是正午。父親看了看我的書包，心里便明白了一切。我站在父親的身邊，等待父親的訓斥，甚至板子。父親不做聲。他坐在石磙上默默地抽著煙。煙氣升騰起來，彌漫在父親的額頭，仿佛是父親憤怒而又惋惜的思緒。一袋煙抽完，父親把煙袋鍋在石磙上磕了磕，說：“把東西拿回屋，下午跟我下田！”

我家的水田是在一個河洲上開墾的荒地。田埂里邊是秧田，田埂的外邊是河州。秧田已經被父親

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