脾氣誰沒有，可是要學會適可而忍。在經過我百來次的發飚后，無所不用其極的才老媽也只能心平氣和告訴我這么個理。太想丟掉這個大包袱了。脾氣對我來說真是個沉重的包袱背得心身俱疲。

我是個很缺乏自我節制，又死要面子，到后來成了撐破肚皮的氣球，死無全書尸。在別人眼中我是個怪人。可是在百無聊賴中傻笑，可以時不時的發神經逗弄旁人。更可怕的是我會因為一件不起眼的小事亂發飚，可只有我自己了解是自己對無聊的恐慌。別無惡意。我只是想發泄一下心中的不順，并不是想無事生非。事后我也會覺得很抱歉，當然了，我這個人就是死要面子活受罪。死鴨了嘴硬不會輕易服輸。所以對我來說“對不起‘三個字很難纏，繞不出口。

我知道在這個社會中自己是微乎其微的，渺少如得海里針。是我來適應社會這個大染缸，是我要配合這個時代的發展。我要必須要融入社會給我帶來的這個大家庭。可我就是想獨善其身，不愿落入這個門庭若市的社會大門。因為這扇門里面太多的溝心斗角，太多的隨聲附和。是我這樣的人這樣的脾氣所沒辦法適應。所以我想逃避，不想對這個社會負責。可是我好像錯了，在我沒有被這樣的想法誤導而泥足深

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